About Mentorship ’Till Death Immersions Primordial Writing Work with me

Come alive to the wild beauty of your soul.

Permission to meet everything and hide nothing in your body, sexuality, relationships, and purpose.

From late July to early September I am in Gabon, apprenticing in the Bwiti tradition. Conversations begin on my return.

Atilla Çıdam
Atilla Çıdam · Boulder, Colorado
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Mentorship

Remember who you are

Private 1:1 work for people ready to stop managing themselves and meet what's underneath: power, eros, grief, purpose.
1:1 MentorshipRelationships & SexualityRelationship to the Masculine
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Couples

Relationship as initiation

Make the relationship the place your truth can finally live, instead of where it goes to die. Couples work with Jen.
'Till DeathPartnered work
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Immersions & Groups

The permission ground

Tantra, dance, ritual, and shadow work, in groups that can hold your full intensity.
Ecstasy of DecayDance Meets TantraISTA
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Writing

Erotics of Impermanence

Essays and transmissions, and the forthcoming book, on eros, death, soul, and leadership.
WritingThe BookMailing list
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Schools of Initiation

Primordial

The deep end. Mysteries of eros, death, and leadership, walked over years, in community and lineage. Held by a founding circle.
The Emerald PathTemplesInitiation

How will you live and love in this one precious life?

In their words
The Mailing List

Free tools & word of what's coming.

Updates on immersions, the writing, and first word when the book lands.